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I'm always sad, sometimes it makes me happy (because its a very creative state), and some times its just overwhelming. I am losing my hope, but will never quit trying. I am an anarchist. My belief is that we treat each other as one human family, the earth and sky being are mother and father, that just logically works, we should take care of each other, not get rid of each other. I understand ONE LOVE, (AS IN EVERYTHING NOT JUST HUMANS) AND ANARCHY IS THE ONLY IDEA HAT WILL EVER WORK, we should be helpful to the enviroment and each other. I really have no faith, I trust my intution. Its hard, because i often feel very self-destructive, then my intution, is counter to me. I am easily hurt, remember everything, don't get over anything. I've always felt alone. When I was a little kid I watched return of the jedi,(i loved star wars), and i watched an ewok die, on it, after that i thought whats the point of living? That arose the RA RA over come negative people mentality, but really i know there is no such thing its just a part of negativity even thinkng that, because the source of most are problems is that everyone wants some fucking dramatic story line, rather than a place where ewoks and no one else gets killed. And if you don't want a story line you are swallowed up in it, fuck the bible, fuck star wars, fuck lord of the rings, fuck the MATRIX,fukc the neverENDINGstory, i don't want a story I just want to make music, and live in peace! People are people, and being alive is truly infinite, it just takes the will. I aspire to be an ARTIST in everything I do always pushing for An A better Alternate reality. I believe we should sustain life instead of pointlessly recreate it. "Mankind all misses the same imaginary place." I believe that......., i try to be an artist. : )

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